it's been a while~

waohohohohoho~~its been a while since i bloged...goshh..i amost forgot i hav a bloggerXD
so here's my story...went to church 2day..rededicated my life to jesus..and guess wat..praise GOD!! i feel GREAT!!! i was feeling soo down...lost my faith..and everythin..and when i came in to acts29 2day...talk to some frens..encouraged me n comforted me...and i started to realise dat God gave such good frens...and i thank God fro these frens i have in church^^,
dey cared for me..encouraging me to put my highest faith in God..and yeah..dats wat i shud do^^
i beliv God has 4given me...and i beliv hes gonna giv me another chance=)


sou wei's back to aussie~bon voyage to him=) and God bles him till he graduates..
i hvae been rotting at home..ahahha!! enjoyin myself...no part time..bla bla bla...waitig for jimmy's reply..jimmy!!! jadi kami kan krja di CC??!!!XD HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!
ooopps~my malay sliped outxP


hey..i feel weird...i feel like...im havin FUN with single life??!! i mean like..i hav been single for AGES!! and..i js started to feel the joy of it!!! dats funny..issit because i dont any more crushes???!! ahahahaha!! im not in loveXD WAOW!!! feels great!!!! thank GOD!! PRAISE GOD!!
and you know wat...feels even greater to praise God!!amen!!xD


is this the joy of God??or its just the taste of wat's comin??waow!! awesome!!^^
readers may find me weird nowXD but oh yeaa~im ful of JOY!! praise God!!=D
i guess dats all i need to blog for 2day~


youth camp's comin up!!! im expecting somethin BIG from God~hes gonna bring somethin extraordinary to our CAMP!!! oh yeaa!! lives are gonna change!! youths saved!! im soo excited!!=DDD

story story story~

valentines day was the bomb~~soo many frens at da mallxD watch new moviess^^
watch kung fu dunk and jumper~nice movies~not bad larrXD
last 3 nights alsoo had a weird night..felt guilty bout ittho..those who know wat am i talking about~shhhhhh~~keep it to urself;)
butt~i did wat i was suppose to do...and maintain wats suppose to be maintained forever^^
y im not sad u ask??ahahah..nope..im not sad at all..cozz i didnt regret making dat decision;)
soo...yeah~im feeling okayy n normall~xD
hope every couples ni brunei darussalam had a great valentines day yesterday~cozz next year's valentines day is gonna be more greater than ever!!=D
ciaoo ppl!!^^,










G-se7eN

story time^^

i went to a farewell party 2nite...before we went to da party..we bught some farewell gifts..all 2gether $70!! each of us in a group have to chip out $10/person..worth it alsoo laa..
then at the mall..i saw her...the fact dat she lied to me she didnt hav a bf..was exactly true..God revealed it all to me in one scene...suddenly..my heart started to beat very fast..and.it hurts...
am i gonna get over it 2nite??i pray God will take away dis pain instantly...
i also thank God for revealing it to me..i was a fool to fall for her....



last but not least..i say farewel to hsien weii..who's going to australia (perth)for further studies...good luck to him and God bless him all the way=)


i'll do my best to move on...by 2nite..all the pain will fade away...she will not play in my mind no more...=)

shes gone~^^

i felt a sudden comfort..my feelings for her..has faded completely...i guess its a good thing..coz im moving on^^ shes defintely "gone" for good=)

chinese new year is my not my favourite public holiday

happy chinese new year!! gong xi fa cai!!! yeahh...i hate CNY...coz.hav e2 face those same cuzziiee faces dat i see only once a yearr....soo bored looking at thier facesXD HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!
da onli thing i like bout CNY is $$$$~~money~ang pau~~$$$$$
$.$
LOOOOOOOOOOL!!! dis is da 3rd day of cny..yesterday was a busyy day..well..busy waiting for da bandar cuzzies 2 drop by...i waited for dem for 4 hours!!!!! dey're oweys soo slow evry year!!xD
but nvm la..as long as i can snatch dem red packets filled with sweet cash from themXP
then went to leon's house....gambling..lost $7T,T
den played CS whole nitexD ahhahahaha!! reached home arnd 1am...continue watch DVD "hills have eyes 2" till like almost 3amO_O""

then went to skool at 9am...crapp..i was soo sleepy just now-__-
went to get my leaving cert...yeah!!imma out of SMSO for good!!! bye bye SMSO!!! i hate u!!XD
then went for breakfast...now at home..blogging..
now im going 2 sleep..byeee~~
ZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzZZZZzzzZZzzz~~
*snores loudly*

cleaning ma room! BY 3/4!!!!

ahh shiit...my room's 3/4 done..and my aunt ask me n ma cuzz send her 2 bdr..wth!!!wadahell!!!
y do i hav to follo??!!!! ahh crapp man!! i wan ma room clean!!!! its not clean yet!! 1/4 more to go!!wahlaoo...toopid aunt!! oweys like 2 order arnd...ahh craapp...nvmm...i'll be patient wit her-__-
shes sooooooooooooooooo anoying..ARRRRGGGHHHH!!!

MIAO~

today i went to bandar..followed jack to mall...i was like standing near da escalator...and jack was busy talking to his fren..suddenly a cute girl went down da escalator and she kept smiling at me..i was like "shes cute..is she smiling at me??O_O"
then when she came nearer..she waved at me..i was like.."OMG!!! its her!!"
shes CUTE!!ahahahha!! da way she talk..her voice~evrything C.U.T.E~
guess who she is~da 1 and onli..MIAO~LOLS!! even her name's cute right~i was soo surprised i manage to meet her!!LOLS! i was soooooo HAPPY!! even it was just for 15 mins..coz hs ehad 2 rush bak to her relative's house and go cut her hair at agogo..huhu~nvm!!still got next time~XD













G-se7eN

one last cryxD

i know it seems impossible to hold ur hands and get close to u..
but i reli hope i can meet u for da last time..and i have my last cry
miss d old u..
everytime i text u.u'll reply me eventho ur mobile has low credits...i was touched dat time=)
miss those nites where i used 2 msg u goodnites n sweetdreams..but now..my fingers cant type those words anymore...when will i hav my last cry??=S
i can see da brick wall infront of me..with a small window..i open dat window..soo dat i can talk to u..dat is..if im lucky i can see u outside da window=(


one last cry is all i need..before i give up on u...before..i leave all these behind..
hope to see you soon;)












G-se7eN

lalalalaala~~soo bored at home!! and i got poked by normal bots in Dota!!! wadahell!!
wats so fun bout bloging anyways??ahahahhaha!!can some1 tell me pls??XD
se7en rawks!! his latest single are awesome!!
oh my..i sdhu be asleep now!! im going to gdg 2molo morning at 8am!!arggghh!!
hate waking up early on a holiday..especially ur on a looooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooonnngg holiday...skool starts on aug^^ UBD here i come!!oh yeaaa!!













G-se7eN

another night missing her

i thought i've gotten rid of my feelings..but it seems impossible for me~
have i really fallen for her that deep??O_O""
yeah..i miss her alot..
im listening to se7en's latest single..the title of dat song is "one last cry"
each time i play that song..i start thinking bout herr...and it can go on for hoursO_O!!!
i was like "wat the!! i tot i dn like her anymore??!!"
but...nvm...who cares-__-
it seems soo hopeless to me..i wana move on!!! wats making me stop moving on!!-,-""






G-se7en